…but I feel psychologically devastated as a fan. I didn’t scroll down the page when I logged in because I can’t bear to read all the intense negativity that I know is lurking down there. I literally have no desire to watch anymore college football for the rest of the season. I’m still going to scoreboard watch because I’m addicted, but I’m going to have to be given a reason to care again.
This is like some kind of cruel, cosmic joke. I just can’t believe I made a jackass out of myself and let myself get sucked in AGAIN for the umpteenth time when I had a lifetime of experience that should have made me know better. Luckily, this is also my birthday weekend and I’m surrounded by friends and family right now, or I would be in a REALLY dark place at the moment—-as opposed to venting on here at 4:30 a.m.. LOL. I had originally planned on going to the WKU game…we’ll see. Definitely gonna take a break from this place for awhile. See you all on the other side.
This is like some kind of cruel, cosmic joke. I just can’t believe I made a jackass out of myself and let myself get sucked in AGAIN for the umpteenth time when I had a lifetime of experience that should have made me know better. Luckily, this is also my birthday weekend and I’m surrounded by friends and family right now, or I would be in a REALLY dark place at the moment—-as opposed to venting on here at 4:30 a.m.. LOL. I had originally planned on going to the WKU game…we’ll see. Definitely gonna take a break from this place for awhile. See you all on the other side.