I’m betting on myself and being able to work things out, but I never walk into a situation with all the confidence in the world. So two years ago I had the Draftkings winnings over 1 million and and a passive income I created for myself through cryoto. The following year (this year) we still haven’t filed as the company that bought my wife’s practice still doesn’t have their accounting together. Earlier when the marriage felt doomed I thought maybe I could get by with one years taxes of substantial income regardless of how it came plus a letter from a new employer.
I also don’t enjoy these higher rates, but would rather pay cash for a small house with maybe a small mortgage to establish myself. I’m not big on renting and I we have $0 debt except for our house.
You know I’ll deal with this shit when it happens. I’ve got to deal with this parylsis crap first and continue making headwaves with the marriage.
The problem with being Jewish is the amount of anxiety that we carry and always ****ing thinking about what if situations. I need to smoke more weed.
Last bit and then I need to head to my EMG test.
You all know how transparent and vulnerable I’ve become. It’s out of choice so that I can learn and become a better man and not be afraid of being judged or making progress. The reverse is the same for you guys. Nobody here needs to air their dirty laundry in front of everyone. If you do a sense of freedom may come upon you. You’re always welcome to DM me and we text, talk, etc. The other reverse of this situation is where I get to learn from you guys. You can call me out when you feel I’ve made a mistake. I want your input, I want to learn how to improve my life. There’s not one way to do it and we all have differing opinions so I have to pick what works for me. No
@VanPastorMan i don’t plan to find Jesus but you’re a quality guy with lots to offer me and I appreciate your support.
This is a community here that I think is still assembled because of our love of all things IU. As I’m getting older I need IU people, but a community of men and women I can cheer for and equally have my back. I choose not to dip into politics too much anymore because it creates too much bias for me. I hope you all can do the same. Much love and peace to all of you. Go HOOSIERS! Perhaps my first dose of prednisone may have influenced this response….regardless it came from my need for community and the support you’ve all shown.