I think I've mentioned on here before that I get so nervous during our games that I can't even watch live. I'm nervous as hell right now, this has gotten worse & worse as I get older, I thought it should be the other way around? I know a big part of it is fear of losing, I just can't stand the disappointment. I don't get nearly as nervous when I'm competing, probably cuz' I have control, & I'm not such a huge fan of myself! Seriously though, this extreme anxiety is messed up. I need help!!
