Are you too far in woods for delivery services? I had Kroger deliver to me this week, in case anything comes up. That sounds really stressful to be worrying about surgery right now. Try to get out when the weather is nice like today and don’t watch too much news. I about have a panic attack when I do. Find something good to read and watch. I watch a lot, but almost every day I watch at least one episode of The Office to make me laugh. Good luck.